It's been so long...I've been stressed(still am), I've been let down/torn down, I've been having fun, I've been complacent, I've been sad too much, I've been angry too much, I've been busy, I've been VERY distracted. All I need is motivation to go on and on and on, and aim for the wanting.


So much has happened, and I'm too left behind to tell every single detail here. So far, my plan to revise and catch up with studies during this long holiday failed epic-ly because of spending time with family. I've been a bad family member I guess, going home late cos I stayed back in school late, ignoring some people when I am focusing on my homework, yadda yadda you get my drift. Now's really the peak period for studies and I'm honestly scared of everything that's gonna come. But like my brother said - Don't waste your time thinking, complaining, stressing over it when you can spend that time actually achieving whatever you want to. At least I believe what he had said, look at him now, he is a role model in my eyes, and also the supporter in everything I do. How different would it be without him at home since he's getting married? Haha, now I think life passes by like how we assert in our GP essays " technological advancements are extremely rampant in today's world..."