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Tuesday, May 03, 2005

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Hey peeps..

Btw yda..im sorry if i made such dammit mistakes to u dat it gives u a deeep scar in u..if u havent forgiven me yet..it's ok..dere's time for me to wait. I dowwan to haf enemies like so far in pri skool..i try to b frenz wif evry1 n keep away all the enemies. I WANT to be related to u..as a fren..but if u dowwan me to b as close frenz lk de other gerls..it's orite ok..i mean i haf to search for other frenz..but if u all are ready to accept me..well i soo open-hearted 2 be back wif u guys..well..im sorri if u feel dat i steal azlin away frm u..i mean i dunno how budden i treat all my frenz equally n i oso wanted to b treated dat way too. At my point of view..as we r all in sec skool..stop lar dis backstabbin smue..i mean u noe..no enemies n stuff..i tink abt it over..i tink dat all dese r STUPID! Ok..mayb im the one hu startted it but i dun realize it. But can we stop all dis..n left the deep scars dat wound our heart? Of course it's diff. esp. tinkin of y'll dumpin me juz lk dat but den i'll forget the past n move on to the future...It's ok u noe if u all hated me..and i noe its diff. 4 y'll to 4get me..BUT..let's get on wif life..think over it again..LET'S ALL BE FRIENDS..i feel soooooooo stupid being geng tak geng ni tau..cam kakklar..u noe y..coz we'll mature enuff to not tink of dis stooooopid stufff..so i wan dis to stop..i'll make my fulllest effort to stop it..n i wan y'll to try it too so 2gether we'lll stop dis frenship prob..we all b frenz..INSTEAD OF ENEMIES.. wat's the use?? for backstabbing purposes?? no way ok..dat is where we'll start our journey to ...HELL..btw..aku tak sesekali pon kater bad abt alllllllllllllll of u guys ok..althou a few of ppl ask y korang tak layan aku budden i said.. i made mistakes n dey r teachin me a lesson..of coz dey will sae u all r not my frenz..budden i juz want to wait..i wan 2 b ur frenz..i mean plz lar..stop all dis nonsense..if onli u all cud accept me as a new person..i cud 2.it takes time 4 ppl to go along wif deir new frenz..but we cud all try..i mean not evry1 has to be closse or best fren wif each other..at least tru frenz dat dun backstabs. Come on..guys..i dowwan dis to happen..i nvr wanted i noe y'll oso dowwan..at least y'll treat me equally like other frens too..at least dun tok bad bhind my back..i noe u wudnt..but isnt it so temptin to sae it..sumtimes i oso wanna say it..but i haf to..MUST keep it inside me..guys..i dunno..it's diff. 4 y'll to 4gif me..but at least..at leasst..gif me a chance..tok 2 me..like all other frens..

No hard feelings? *shakes hand wif yda,atiqah,nadia,nadi,ezzati,azlin,hazrina*

Pleaded u very much,
Musfirah